Beautiful Quotes on Happiness

It’s always right infront of us but we were blind from seeing it .

Hope you  like the following quotes .

And start looking inside your hearts .

Hoope

 

 

A Birthday Wish

 

A year passed today .. and another one is ahead. 

There I went to the only place where I run to when i want to beon my own; the sea . I sat at teh beach facing the darkness of the night  while the moon lighting the world around me. There was no one but me . I wanted to be myself for a minute . I wanted to recall things and think about the next step in my life. The last year wasn’t that big and every incident that I have lived went right infront of me .. When that flash back started, i could see nothing but that pain .. and those people that i lost- or in proper term – they lost me .

Yea ! It’s my birthday today and i almost forgot that i don’t have to cry ; but that was involuntary. When you loook at the world and how it drags us .You would understad what i mean .Since the day i was six and i knew that there was something wrong . I never felt that i belonged in here nor anywhere. As if i was in a story and am the hero ; who will die at the end . Or a movie that has no end .

Nothing seems to be real . And what hurts the most is that you are living it alone. A family that aren’t yours and a friends that don’t exist , a whole life that is not there. Parents that have abandoned you way before you come to life.And loved ones that may enter your life , but they can’t because they fear it . A fear of being lost like i am .

Life , life , life . I keep saying nothign is worth it .And that tomorrow is a better day but tomorrow comes and nothign changes.

I know i am dreaming but why i can’t wake up . Nothing makes any sense. I close my eyes so hard in hope to wake up when i open them, but am still here and it’s still here. Am i even alive , maybe am dead .

I just wanted to know who i am ? I just want to be found .

Yea!   It’s my birthday and i have to make a wish .

I wish i never was there . I wish i don’t exit . I just don’t want to live anymore in pain .  I want to wake up co’z i really fear to face the future.

 

 

 

Quote of the Day – 2

Farewell

Two very different people

Too scared to get along

Two hearts thats

too hard to go forward

 

But I care

But I  love

And i adore you

Ready to take all the  risks

Ready to fight all the world 

Just to be with you

Just to be in your arms

Just to see your smile

And just to feel that warmth again

 

It’s never that easy

It’s never that simple

It’s never alright

It all comes to an end

But my love is endless

It’s time to walk away

And never follow that ray

There were visions of you

And now they are all gone

Here i say , ” Farewell My Love “.

 

Regards,

Hoope